I am Perfect Melancholy

Raised in a family whom believes in God Almighty, until I felt that only He is the one greatest strength I have. I am grateful to be able to see things around me from all sides. I don't merely look to the direction probably some people see. I was able to read the situation where, and when I have to act, so that all around me are not bothered. I am a thinker and lover of peace. I hate conflict and perhaps, that's what makes me different from my friends. I'm also the type of person who will always try, although I think it is impossible to do so, or it will only plunge me to things even worse. I am a helper. Whatever will I do if I think well, despite having to sacrifice myself. Will appreciate the feelings of other people is one of strength in me. I was able to be a good listener.

In this life, I prefer a scheduled and orderly. However, I would be more revealing if there are other people who changed my plan with deliberation beforehand.

I have the soul of art is good enough. My attention was more devoted to musical instruments, museums, and I was able to draw illustrations.

There is power, those weaknesses. There are no perfect human beings. Perhaps, I was a little covered with my personal problems. I'm just saying that I think need to be said. If there is a problem or misunderstanding, I am much easier to feel hurt because I thought: "Why did he do that to me, but I've never bothered him at all. The world is cruel. "I often harbored resentment because of something that annoys me. In fact, I even think about revenge, but it seems it's just a waste of time.

I am pacifist, and lazy for argument. But it was just a whip to me that looks like a coward. This incident occurred frequently since I was little. I can remember the sad times I almost always be the butt of bad guys. Everything is also because I let them do whatever they like to avoid I do not like them. This often makes me depressed, and hold grudges to those who have done evil to me by way of withholding friendship or affection between us.

The behavior I also still like children, often cranky and often do much to seek the limelight and let it almost instantly. I too believe it to others, until they are easy to drop me. I don't understand about the rigors of life. Therefore, I tend to prefer alone and require many changes in many respects so as not to feel bored.

Obstacles come and happen without us knowing it whenever and however shape, usually, obstacles occur from my parents who are holding my creativity, or from the outside environment. One vote can also cause life friends are not stable. Negative responses seemed also an obstacle for me to move forward.

For me, family and friends is the most important things in my life. They are able to give me a lot of things but not everything is good. However, I realize that only God could give me the opportunities to change themselves for the better. I am grateful to have been given an extraordinary intellect great because trust in Him.

The opportunity for my life for the better is the faith. I glorify God, that He may give good things to me. I don't care what anybody else says about this because I have a motto: "What I think, What I Feel, and What Manifest is always a Match. Every time, no exceptions. "